awakening

It seems to me we are walking around numb to life

Rather than living in a state of bliss and breathtaking awe, our spirits are weighed down —
“Depressed” or “Oppressed” per se

It’s as if our magic and magnificence is being stuffed, suppressed.
It’s as if we were medicated.

We’ve been brought down to this dense state of being that is so far off from what it could really be!

My friend, open your eyes, BEHOLD!

Do you not see what is before you?

There IS rather than not IS

And not only is there IS, but the IS that IS is intelligent

This is mind blowing!!

It’s tremendous!!

Now, something feels off to me.

Out of all the magnificent experiences we could be having it’s as if we have been diluted – desensitized.
How did this happen?

How could we not be living in such awe that all our time is not simply spent on BLISSING out
Loving, playing, spending time together

We should be celebrating
Working together
Making it easier for each other
Making in GOOD

Why on Earth do anything other?
Live in stress? Fear? What’s even that about??

We should be hugging each other. I want to know your name. Your favorite color. And then I want to bring you flowers of that color.

I want to know your favorite food, and then make it and share it with you!

I want to sing songs with you and then swim in the water with you.
I want you to tell me your favorite joke.

I want us to dance and make art and share the abundance with the others.

MY FRIENDS, what is going on?
Are we asleep or are we awake?

Are you ALIVE??

LIVE LIVE LIVE LIVE LIVE!!!

Does not your lungs get filled with this same air? Do you not feel the ecstatic pleasure present without this fear? Without this judgment? Without this shame?

GAHHH sometimes I want to BURST from this insurmountable joy and let it spill into the heart of the world in hopes we could hold hands in solidarity–in peace, in love, and in delicious ecstasy.

Do you ever feel that too?

I’m in awe of this experience

all of it

it just blows my mind

I’m in love with the fresh air filling my lungs on a deep inhale. The soft wind on my skin. The gentle light of the sun when it hits you just right.

Wow. Just wow.

The colors, patterns, sounds, tastes, vibrations. Mmmmmmm. I’m fascinated. Enamored. Enthralled by the paradox of it all.

How fleeting. How mysterious.

I’ll never know when my last day is. My last moment. We think we have time. But we don’t ever know. What a wild, beautiful, sad, scary, wonderful masterpiece it all is.

My mother is getting older and her health isn’t what it once was in her youth. I can’t bear the thought of losing her. How precious and special she is to me even though she drives me crazy sometimes.

The reality that this experience is oh so fleeting makes me not want to waste any time.

Not waste time doing stupid shit that doesn’t matter.

I want to learn quickly, forgive fast. I want to smile often, kiss deeply, dance even when the only music playing is the one in my head.

Ahhh what art this all is. This life. This experience. Mmmmmm. How divine.

Have you ever walked the streets of New York City on a delightful summer evening? If not, I recommend you do. You can feel the creativity pulsating through the air. You can tune in and hear the authors writing their books, and musicians playing their symphonies. Ahhh. The culture. The arts. So beautiful.

I can only imagine the rest of the world.
How rare and special it all is.

Italy, France, London, Spain. How I’d like to melt into the ether of it all and dance among all that there is.

Taste it. Hear it. Feel it.

And lock eyes with you.

Gosh it’s fleeting. It’s all fleeting.

Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Wow… WTF…

I caught a glimpse of the piece of floss I threw in the toilet right before I flushed. I marveled at the toilet. The plumbing. The lights in the bathroom. And I was like, wow. This is all amazing. Wow, just wow. I’m really out here. With a body and hands and a fancy toilet.

So easy to take it all for granted.

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