Life’s got me fucked up…
Everything just comes and GOES ——
the GOES is what has me all twisted.
I’m doing and doing just to let it all go
In the end I lose it all — my material possessions, my family, the man I fell in love with, my youth, and my own life
and what is it all for????
When I reflect on this harsh truth it just makes me want to say fuck it to everything, get in a car and just hit the road to see where it all takes me
it makes me want to stop caring about acquiring possessions because what does all that shit even mean at the end of the actual day? Nothing.
Acquiring things just to make it seem to other people that I have my shit together? What for??
It makes no sense
so yeah imma get the tattoo
and yeah I’m going to say I love you
yeah I’m going to buy the plane ticket and yeah I’m going to dance naked underneath the stars
I’m going to be both wise and foolish
I’m going to laugh and cry…
certainly cry as I watch the life I worked so hard to build crumble and get blown by the wind back into the earth whence it came
sigh… what a bunch of bullshit
It makes me sad to think that life is actually a sad tale
that at every moment we are just distracting ourselves from the inevitable — aging, loss and death
But I don’t know… maybe there is hope.
and hopefully I’ll find it