It seems to me we are walking around numb to life
Rather than living in a state of bliss and breathtaking awe, our spirits are weighed down —
“Depressed” or “Oppressed” per se
It’s as if our magic and magnificence is being stuffed, suppressed.
It’s as if we were medicated.
We’ve been brought down to this dense state of being that is so far off from what it could really be!
My friend, open your eyes, BEHOLD!
Do you not see what is before you?
There IS rather than not IS
And not only is there IS, but the IS that IS is intelligent
This is mind blowing!!
It’s tremendous!!
Now, something feels off to me.
Out of all the magnificent experiences we could be having it’s as if we have been diluted – desensitized.
How did this happen?
How could we not be living in such awe that all our time is not simply spent on BLISSING out
Loving, playing, spending time together
We should be celebrating
Working together
Making it easier for each other
Making in GOOD
Why on Earth do anything other?
Live in stress? Fear? What’s even that about??
We should be hugging each other. I want to know your name. Your favorite color. And then I want to bring you flowers of that color.
I want to know your favorite food, and then make it and share it with you!
I want to sing songs with you and then swim in the water with you.
I want you to tell me your favorite joke.
I want us to dance and make art and share the abundance with the others.
MY FRIENDS, what is going on?
Are we asleep or are we awake?
Are you ALIVE??
LIVE LIVE LIVE LIVE LIVE!!!
Does not your lungs get filled with this same air? Do you not feel the ecstatic pleasure present without this fear? Without this judgment? Without this shame?
GAHHH sometimes I want to BURST from this insurmountable joy and let it spill into the heart of the world in hopes we could hold hands in solidarity–in peace, in love, and in delicious ecstasy.
Do you ever feel that too?
The moon was full last night and of course I thought of you.
I thought of sitting in a deliciously warm room in what felt like Costa Rica
Legs crossed like a yogi and I’m facing you
For a long, tender moment our foreheads touch
It’s like I can understand you but without the need for any words
Ahhh….
Lately I have been craving deep, deep peace. As if every part of me just wants to root down into the depths of the Earth and sink into this deeeeep deeep comfort. A place where I feel like I could rest. A place where I feel like I could trust. A place that feels more solid. I place of ease and true joy.
I want to become lighter. There is desire for surrender. To feel every cell in my body move three octaves higher.
MMM..
This morning I was kissed by the crisp morning air and I couldn’t stop filling my lungs with this cosmic juice. I stopped for a moment and looked again at the moon that shined so brightly in the sky. I literally took a moment to pause. I wish I could just stand there forever in awe. Forever in bliss.
I feel like there is this version of me who is birthing that I’m madly in love with. I can only catch glimpses of the vibration. Sometimes she scares me because being her means letting go of the version of me I have always been. It means letting go of the fears I’ve felt. The doubts. The lack of courage.
Wow. Can you just imagine waking up in FULL TRUST, DEEP JOY, DEEP PEACE, DEEP FUCKING LOVE AND MASSIVE AMOUNTS OF FAITH.
Lol… A part of me is like “You’re delusional”
and then the other part is like “Call it whatever you want, but if it brings me all of that, so be it!”
I feel like I am learning to feel more comfortable in my body. More comfortable in my womanhood. I still feel like a squirmish girl. A little awkward. A little afraid. And I welcome and love all those parts of me without abandon. But the keyword is, I am still very much *learning*. Very entrenched into the curriculum of Earth school.
What a ride.
I wish it were you…
I text came through
I wish it were you
and again it wasn’t
I’m looking at my phone again to see if anything changes, like opening the fridge for the 3rd time in hopes of finding something good but there ain’t nothing but some condiments and the quinoa you’ve made 6 days ago
What’s gotten into me?
Love.
I’m having these moments where I’m feeling high off life again. I can feel myself vibrating at a higher frequency. I can feel my connection to you and to the oneness of all there is. It’s so delicious.
I’m so damn ready to quantum leap.
Like f*3k playing small and being so dense
I wanna be electric
Magnetic
In flow ✨🌊
I want my chakras open
My energy aligned
I wanna draw you closer
I wanna dance
Sing
Play
Laugh
Cry
I wanna emanate abundance and give back to the needing places of the world
I wanna spread a message of love, peace, joy, freedom, health and all that’s good
I wanna LIVE AWAKENED
I wanna burst with bliss and deep pleasure, ecstasy and enjoyment of this paradoxical, wild, beautiful, sad, bittersweet world
GAHHHH
I want it so bad
but for now…
I must wait
wait until the stars align, the clocks bring us together and maybe you’ll text
“When you finally have a last look at your life you don’t want to then realize you’ve done everything while forgetting to have fun.” – Laura Gonzaga
Go out into the world and do what lights you up. Go ahead and do the things that bring you joy. Do them not because you want some kind of reward or recognition, do it simply for the pleasure the activity brings you. Rewards and recognition may or may not come, and this shouldn’t be the reason to stop you from just doing what you enjoy.
I really love to draw, but I have no real artistic talent. I can’t draw a beautifully realistic picture, and even my stick figures come out funny. I can imagine deeply creative work in my head, I just don’t have the skills to translate my vision using my hands on pen and paper. But I draw my “crappy” art work anyway! I do it just because it’s fun. I do it just because I enjoy it.
What is it that you like to do but have been putting off because you’re too afraid you’re not skilled enough?
Go do it!
Sing if you love to!
Dance if you love to!
Draw if you love to!
Bake if you love to!
Make crafts if you love to!
Write if you love to!
Don’t worry about whether you’re great at it or who is better than you, do what you like to do simply because it lights you up! Everything else will follow from there :)!
Here’s my art below! 🙂 It’s called “Never too late.” Because indeed, it’s never too late to just do something you love because you love it and just for fun.
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