I’ve been thinking a lot about love
aaand… I’m pretty convinced it’s THE ANSWER
not love in a romantic, idealized way — though that’s part of it too 😉
I mean love in a vibrational sense
Which is not something quite understood by thought alone
it’s something that is experienced
It’s a way
It’s the fact of all facts
It’s the motherlode
It’s actual and literal perfection
It’s a force
It’s a thing and not a thing
It’s a paradox
It’s not a paradox (lol)
It’s confusing, it makes all the sense
and it is something that I am still in process of understanding
I’m falling in love with life
with the minor details embedded in the fibers of existence
in the beauty woven into every moment that unravels and dissolves into the nothingness
There’s been thoughts of the eternal
Does it end?
Will it all end?
What does that look like for there to be an end?
Does it re-spawn out of nothing all over again?
Did it ever spawn out of nothing to begin with?
hmmmm…. lots to think about
I think I’m in love
but I don’t know
Just gonna roll with it
Also, how do we stop being mean to one another?
How do we learn to communicate better?
To forgive? To heal? To quantum leap and stop with our bullshit
Also important stuff to think about
It’s all in the work, bitches
I’ve also been listening to a lot of Brazilian music
I just wanna dance naked on beach with a margarita