I’ve been replaying the same song over and over.
Thinking how it isn’t fair that I’m the one on the waiting end of the spectrum.
I obviously know better. That isolating myself from others and listening to sappy music is not the recipe for feeling better.
But I’mma sit here and do it anyway.
Because obviously I want to feel this way.
There are days where I feel open. Excited. Connected. Aligned.
And then there are days where I’m like meh.
This is normal.
Sometimes I fall from grace. I get in my own way. I block my own self.
I get lost in my head. In entertaining my limiting thoughts. Forgetting that I have access to purpose and source at any point in time as long as I tune into it.
I know, I know it’s all okay. But right now I want to be a baby about it for a little bit.