Being human is such a wild ride

That’s all I have for today…

Jk.
I’d also like to add that I am FEELING so much and that I’m praying for a breakthrough.

Who am I? What am I doing? What is it all for?
JUST TELL ME THE ANSWERS.

I’m tired of so many aspects of our world as we have it.

I’m tired of myself too.
Of my insecurities, fear, uncertainty, indecision and dense energy.

I’m also tired of my complaining. It’s so annoying.

Living with yourself when you’re annoying af is annoying af.

What else?

I’m trying to see the picture and get the point.
They say “Trust the process”. They say “Just be patient.”

It’s so tough to pour your heart into something and see no return.

It’s like I’m being tested. It’s like I’m delusional.

What are we doing?

The more I learn the more I’m shocked at how unconscious we are. The more you see the more light shines through and it all starts making sense.
The dots connect.

Ugh.

I don’t even wanna share this.
I was also ashamed about the last post I created here.

But this was meant to be a place for my unfiltered thoughts for you to see. And now I’m justifying.

I wanted to tell you about my anger too.

But also, about love, hope and trust.

But I’m tired now so I’ll leave you with this…

I think there’s power in our thoughts.

There’s power in our energy

and I’m having a hard time calibrating mine. I don’t know who I am and what I want, or what the whole point even is. And why does it have to be so dramatic and intense for me? Why do I burden myself with needing to figure out this mystery of life?

To be continued.