I don’t know what to say… I just know I want to say…something.
I’m sitting here. Feeling blocked. Craving for those juicy moments where I feel OPEN, CONNECTED, INSPIRED.
Maybe another glass of wine oughta do it.
I doubt myself SO much. SO DAMN much.
I doubt my intelligence. Always have to double, triple check myself.
I feel like my throat chakra is blocked.
Or maybe I just feel like complaining.
I’m due for my period any day now…
Right now my energy is all over the place. I am annoyed but I’m comfortable. I am sad but I am content.
I know better… I really do.
I’ve been here before… it comes and it goes.
I have work tomorrow but I don’t want to go. There’s a big part of me that wants to call out. But I won’t.
I don’t think.
I’m leaving work soon… starting the path to creating a life I love.
I’m excited. Nervous as fuck.
But it’s all good. I think it’s all going to be just fine.
I’m creating some BIG things…
And still going through my shit. Naturally.
But I am happy.
But I am also a little sad right now.
It comes and goes.
No words of wisdom for you today.
Just more of my bullshit.