I am so in love with my life right now it’s overwhelming. This is not common for me. I don’t even know what to do with it.
The level of creativity that is pulsating through my body is to the level where it’s giving me anxiety. This anxiety in part is felt like excitement. Heart racing. Ideas flowing through my mind like a river.
There was a moment I jumped up and down on my bed in expression of excitement.
I am having PINCH ME moments.
So many beautiful visions.
But there is also a lot of anxiety. A lot of fear.
There was a moment I literally had to hold my chest and breathe myself back into calm.
In the next few days I will be working on balancing all this energy out. I need to learn to balance myself and have clear focus. I’m practicing.
It’s extremely scary when you start to see manifestation occur before your eyes.
There’s also a lot of shit I need to detox. Cleanse. Release. Breathe out.
I’m impatient as fuck.
And there’s still so much work to be done!
This breathing thing is REAL. It helps with anxiety FO REAL.