I am so in love with my life right now it’s overwhelming. This is not common for me. I don’t even know what to do with it.
The level of creativity that is pulsating through my body is to the level where it’s giving me anxiety. This anxiety in part is felt like excitement. Heart racing. Ideas flowing through my mind like a river.
There was a moment I jumped up and down on my bed in expression of excitement.
I am having PINCH ME moments.
So many beautiful visions.
But there is also a lot of anxiety. A lot of fear.
There was a moment I literally had to hold my chest and breathe myself back into calm.
In the next few days I will be working on balancing all this energy out. I need to learn to balance myself and have clear focus. I’m practicing.
It’s extremely scary when you start to see manifestation occur before your eyes.
There’s also a lot of shit I need to detox. Cleanse. Release. Breathe out.
I’m impatient as fuck.
And there’s still so much work to be done!
This breathing thing is REAL. It helps with anxiety FO REAL.
About me pages always make my mind go blank, which is ironic because there's really so much to say. I guess what stumps me is where do I start?
Here are the basics: They named me Laura. They, meaning my parents, who were never married but mingled in 1988 in the country of Brazil, where little me was born.
I grew up in New York City among a melting pot of cultures, smells, and hustle.
I've learned to be a go-getter, thinker, intuitive, lover of life, peace maker, and coffee enthusiast - among other things.
I like to write. I've been keeping a journal since my early teenage years. I created Reflect Out Loud to simply share whatever is on my mind in whatever style that comes up for me. I try to let whatever I put out here be free flowing. I simply want to share my thoughts out in the open.
But to simplify this about me: I am a human, having a human experience. I have a story, just like you have a story. And some of that story you'll see here.
Um... I guess that's pretty much all I have for now.
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