Every now and then I think of you
like today when I got a whiff of the way your laundry smelled
not all laundry smells the same
yours always smelled distinctly good…
Sometimes the memories just pop back up
Your tall ceilings
drinking morning coffee while we sun bathed in your yard
tender moments in the shower
your cool red lamp and the smell of palo santo
the depth of your soul
the width of your mind
playing music in your office room
your laugh that didn’t happen all that easily so when it did it was extra special
dropping into the body in ways I hadn’t done before
your exquisite home cooked meals
talented creations & artistry
your amazing dog
and comfortable, lux sofa.
Sometimes I wonder if you think about me too.
If so, when?
When you’re lonely and wish you hadn’t let me go?
When you’re having so much fun that you’re glad you let me go?
Not like it even matters.
I hope you’re happy now